I'm treating the tank and the fish. Waiting patiently for any sign of relief for my poor fish. I keep having to tell myself they're only fish, if they die don't get too upset. But I can't not be upset. It has nothing to do with the money aspect of fish keeping, as expensive as it is. That's not why I'm upset.
I feel that this is 100% my fault and that I could have and should have taken better care of them. I did the water changes, the gravel cleaning, not overfeeding, testing my water etc.......
I hate waiting. I don't want to be patient.
I have a lot on my plate non fish wise with my daughter and a lot of issues that have been going on in my family. It's all building up. And as soon as I saw those white spots I lost it for a second yesterday.
I just want to be a good fish keeper & nurse them back to health. No matter what I have to do. As long as I give it all I can then I know it wasn't a complete disaster........I guess.
I just had to get that out there.








